I wonder why you pop into my head every morning and before I head to bed, why I pray that life will reunite us and that by some crazy freak accident…you do indeed feel the same way; to hope for a better tomorrow between you and I. I am not under the delusion that you are perfect for me…only that maybe we can experience the world together. I only wish we could share an aquarium trip, a tummy aching laugh, and a wonderful bite of food. I instead decide to push you away. Why? So I can become a man worth running after. Instead, I observe that you developed into a women worth living with happily ever after.